DISAPPOINTMENT

1^st Book of James:  Count it all Joy -  Forgive me Lord for any sins that I may have.  Lord you bless me in so many ways, I realize that when I am disappointment that things don’t turn out as I could have it, it is Your will, your divine purpose for me on this earth which is what I must honor and respect.  Guide me through this disappointment and fill me with Joy and Peace.  I am trusting You because You have rescued me from much much worse.  To God be the glory !!!!  Lord allow me to be a good servant as I go out to do your bidding.  Amen !! 

Well I weighed in today, I have not weighed in since January 1^st.  I have maintained my weight and lost about ½ lb.  Praise Him !  I did not expect to see large numbers drop so I was pleased.  For March 1^st I have set a goal of 6 lb loss.  My eating has been good no big bingeing, well maybe one, but I don’t want to think about it J J  I feel at peace with my food.  Now I do need to step up my game on the exercise tip, my treadmill is being delivered today at 4:30 p.m.  EXCITED EXCITED EXCITED  !!!!!

My realistic goal is to use it 5 out of  7 days per week.  I plan to attend True Image 2 to 3 xs per week.  Didn’t get to do True Image last night my dental appointment ran way over L  This is when my treadmill will be important.  When life throws the unexpectant; I can work it out on the treadmill.  I do workout with Fit for the King once a week for 30 minutes too.

My dental appointment was a big disappointment, I am taking the dentist advice into great consideration as he is the expert.  I had another opinion last year that said I was not a candidate for braces, and this dentist says I am, but I need lots and lots of work prior to this.  Which means lots of money.  I have an appointment with another dentist for another opinion on the 24^th.  I will wait and see what this dentist recommends and then make an informed decision. 

Yesterday I had a good long conversation with Monica my cuz, I love that gurl !  She knows me very well and challenges me.  She tickles me because it is as if she has eyes right here in Cleveland.  I need to have a gurl talk with her, she has good Godly info and I am hope my Godly wisdom blesses her in return.  I am so glad she knows and loves the Lord, so when we talk we are on the same page. 

Beauty:  Shea Butter and Coconut oil.  These are my go to body moisturizer.  In the winter my skin is so dry.  I also use Dove deep moisturizing body wash.  Sis Takeema hipped me to this body wash for winter.  It is the business.  Really, within two uses my skin was together. 

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