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| Tripping Out |
Lord I need to surrender all of me, not just the parts that
are comfortable to me. I need to be more
obedient and do as you lead me. Lord
blessing are around the corner from me and yet I turn my back from You instead
of trusting that You have my very best interest. I am so sorry! This is a big one a life changing thing and I
so need You involved and I so need to trust YOUR will.
Everyday I talk about trusting God and living in His
will. And yet I set out about MY
business and work against God’s will.
What He is wanting me to do will enhance my life and set me out on a
path I could only dream about. He has
prepared me and He knows that I am ready to live. I somehow do not feel worthy of the blessing,
I deny that anything good could come my way.
This is when I lose sight of God and ME takes over, I forgot all about
His promises for me, I forget about WHO He is.
I operate in self forgetting my Father is the King of Kings and the savior
of my soul. I forget that He created me
as His loving child and wants me to offer myself to Him to be used.
I have to be about action and not so much talk. I talk and write a real good game. But I know when I have fallen short and I
did. God opened the door of opportunity to
me and I resisted. I must wear the full amour
and get ready to face my challenge and stop living soft. I need to experience the life God is
preparing for me and show gratefulness instead of weakness. God has so much in store for me and it is
right around the bend, he is not asking for much, only that I take one step
forward and He will hold me up and allow me to fulfill his promise. Now I know God doesn’t need my help to make
this happen but it is a lesson of humility and kindness of which I think I
have, but when it comes down to the real real real deal, I failed.
God is preparing me for a testimony of his grace and
mercy. I know this, so why am I
tripping. I saw a movie this weekend and
the husband had been a big time gambler and his wife had been with him during
his gambling days, he gave it up and was a business man of great wealth. He was the best loving husband and father and
shared his life, love and wealth with her unselfishly. She
slowly began to notice a chance in him.
He began to distance himself from her, setting her up and being mean
spirited. She then knew he had gambling
again. She sat down right in his face,
looked him in his eyes and said you want to fail, you are setting yourself up
to be all alone, broke and miserable.
You don’t think you are worthy of all of this. She said I am not going anywhere so you can
forget it. I love you too much. He listened as she spoke and he knew she was
right. They engaged in a compassionate
hug. Like the gambler I don’t feel
worthy and have envisioned myself failing.
But God keeps looking me dead in my face and saying I LOVE U TOO MUCH !
Beauty: Revlon Lip
Butters; color brown sugar, fig tree are a neural lovers delight. Sheer coverage with a lil shimmer. It really goes on like butter and feels so
soothing and moisturizing. I picked up
some other others, in pink (lollipop), and a couple other pinkie tones. Now pinkie in a good way, very soft and
sheer. It works for me because I am so
not a bold lip color gal. I do it but I
am bit uncomfortable. I recommend these
lippies to anyone liking a hint of color with moistening effects. Use of a lip liner helps give a lil definition.
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