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I am asking to be forgiven of any sins that I may have
committed. I want to be able to hear
from You clearly and to be heard. Lord I
humbly come before You today giving You the glory and honor for who You
are. I am thirsting to be more like
You. I want my life to be a life of
worship, keeping my focus on You. Thank
You Lord for blessing me with family and friends. You provide in such a magnificent way.
I was off yesterday and had an appointment, ran some errands
and elevated my foot. In doing all these
things I was careful to give God the praise.
My foot is fractured but it could definitely be worse. I am grateful to have friends and family that
check in on me. NCBF is awesome, I got a
call from the Care Ministry, I was pleased to know that the people of God care,
that we pray for one another and support one another. My church family is family. At times that have been closer than family.
Yesterday I did some reading of scripture in my quiet
time. To connect with God in this manner
is awesome. As I read I have to some
times go back and reread to really take the word in with understanding. God reveals His word to me so that I can
understand. I ask for wisdom in the Word
and He provides. I have a friend that
loves the Lord but in bad times she questions the reality of God, His existence
and why He doesn’t rush in to save her from her drama. She wants to challenge my walk with the Lord
it is as if she resents that I am at Peace with the Lord. She knows my story and knows my drama and it
is as if she wants me to be saying I don’t have faith in the Lord. I have to real careful because she is not
involved in a church and her relationship with God is not good. Although I do understand because I have been
disappointed in God. She wants to
challenge me on things in the Bible that REALLY……. I direct her to God’s love and I try to
explain to her that God can use us in our brokenness, that I grew through my brokenness. She is going through a challenging time and
is relying on alcohol and man instead of seeking the true and living God. She is right where the enemy wants her. I am praying that she regain her faith in the
Lord and seek Him.
Yesterday I was invited to a birthday dinner for me. I was grateful and feel honored. I am always grateful to God for providing me
with the best friends on earth. We need
relationships and I work to develop good relationships with my buddies. I look forward to fellowshipping we have lots
of laughs. Godly relationships are so
different from other friendships, as we pour into one another and attempt to
build one another up. Relating this to
Olivia, my mama, she was the best of friend to her friends. I watched her unselfishly listen and support
her besties. She was a caring person
with a big heart. WOW ! Sometimes I find myself saying and doing
things she did. One of my friends told
me you are just like your mama. I was
pleased. She lives in my memory and in
my actions towards others. She worked to
be Christ like.
Beauty: I am not feeling this foot right now.
But it is getting better. I can’t
even get a pedicure right now because it is swollen and sore. My beauty is not on hold J I am having to modify things and it’s not
cute. If you know me I like cute. I embrace cute ! I support cute ! This blue shoe is not cute ! Lord help me !
I know there are far worse things, but right now, right
here, this is real.
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